Colorful Teardrops; The Fruit Of The Tree Of Knowledge

"Colorful Teardrops" is a term we use to refer to the sparks of light that deliver an individual to an enlightened perception, (hard lessons learned through) the shattering of false paradigms (/the breaking of misaligned constructs/ vessels) from the pangs of intense existential suffering.


Colorful Teardrops is a befitting name because tears produced by existential suffering are sacred tears. These tears cleanse the heart with pure intention and usher in deliverance and increasing revelation.


Each limited paradigm of reality embraced by an individual is reminiscent of a color (/sephira / energy frequency portal) that distorts the lens of perception of the totality of All the other colors (energies) present in the true construct of reality (/ i.e. the Higher Light). Higher Light is in essence the sum total of all there  is, and is the complete and balanced spectrum of colors (/energies all arranged in proper ratio, balance and united) which we fail to recognize in the our lower worlds of perception.


Lessons gathered through suffering, are akin to the Light's beckoning the individual's perception closer by breaking (through existential suffering) disproportioned constructs that restrain the individual's perception from advancing closer in intimacy.


Each time the individual advances in perception of an ascending color (/energy frequency) paradigm, the ego arises and mis-calibrates (/mutates/ infects) the individual’s energy perception  construct. The individual becomes (entranced by ego) fixated with the newly obtained color (energy) perception, and thus begins again to restrict his perception of the a the unified construct through the limiting lens of the newly acquired color (/energy) construct (which de facto, blocks out the appropriate balance of the collective, unifying source, energy spectrum). Thus the individual’s ego proceeds to distort the totality of reality from the individual’s perception, and distances the individual from the corrective Higher Light due to these distortions.


The Higher Light then sends existential suffering to rescue the individual from the previous distorted perception constructs and realign the individual's perception to the totality of All "within".


The actual healing and correction is delivered through the embracing of existential suffering (through the perception of meaning and kindness) and the vanquishing of ego (inverted ego into a force for infinite spiritual desire for altruism towards the collective), and wholehearted yearning for correction. Therefore, each distortion, corrected through the lessons of existential suffering is akin to sacred healing tears produced from breaking free from the dominion of splintered particular energy (/color) spectrum. Thus, the individual’s perception becomes balanced with the unified totality of the full spectrum of energies; aligned with a simple and pure eternal oneness through these Colorful Teardrops of the Tree of Knowledge of the duality matrix.